Monday, March 17, 2008

When is rains....it POURS


I'm really at a loss or words, so I'll list off a few dates.

March 16th, 2006
November 20th, 2006
December 25th, 2007

March 16th, 2008

These dates for our family have got to be the worst. In the past two years we have had the most special people in our lives pass away. First was my Grandpa, my 13 year old nephew, our family friend Bob, and now, the father of my nephew, Greg. Yesterday I decided to goto Church with Michael, Arianna and our friend Josh, I thought it was time as we've had a lot of crap happen in our life and it was time for good maybe turn some things around. Well in the middle of the service I get a call that my brother in law was dead. I was absolutely horrified, and was in absolute shock. This was never expected, I was actually expecting it to be someone else, as our close family friend is in the end stages of her fight with Pancreatic Cancer. I will tell you that all the people at that church were pretty amazing. I have always been someone who is absolutely scared of death, I just don't want to leave what I have.
I know things will go on, but now my two amazing nieces are left without their father and their brother, and my sister with so much not deserved guilt. And my mom, who has been doing everything she can to make things right in her life/ and everyone else's life.
I'm just praying that this year will start it's turn around now, and things will start to get better, and my family doesn't have this pain anymore, it's unfair, and unfortunate, and I wish I could take the pain all away.

So in memory of those amazing people we lost, I/We love you and miss you oh so much!

James Clark

Cody Ince

Bob Sturgeon

Greg Ince

Louise Black. I hope through your last stages the pain subsides, we love you and your family very much.

2 comments:

Cathi said...

Bless you honey, the Lord blessed me when he gave me you....you are my rock and I love you.
Mom

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